TIME TIER: Three

The 20th of June, what a day…  

Today I lost my mind.

This statement does not have a negative association with it.

A lot happened today. In many ways.

I saw myself for what I am—true in form and function.

Now, how to deal with everything else.

As the storm rages about me, I cannot help but feel I am the cause, somehow.

I am balanced on the inside, but what have I done to this reality, shared by others?

The cause and effect of my actions will have great range and impact.

This I know.

However, I also feel a bit "lost," navigating a new terrain I have never experienced before.

It’s a very strange experience to both "know," and also be so "new."

Like the soul of a child, with the wisdom of time.

I feel very alone.

Very unique.

I also have no negative emotions about this loneliness.

Once you see yourself as you truly are, you are bound to everything. How can you ever truly be "alone"?

You are just as much everything, as you are nothing.

It’s quite a concept to have to live with.

So, where to go from here?

Where is the best place to be from nothing to infinity?

It’s definitely a much deeper range than I was ever used to or could even comprehend.

I exist somewhere in the middle now.

Between my quantum spark and my cosmic skin.

The form I have in "time" doesn’t feel as real anymore.

I can clearly see mass in motion, that’s all.

How can I exist if I truly focus on my other aspects?

Is such a thing possible?

I don’t think so.

The more I find myself not being "here," in time as it is now, the less I want to be stuck there, in time.

Time can feel like motion; it can seem fluid and endless.

However, I also now feel a bit trapped here—confined, restricted, pulled...

It is now 12:01, on the 21st.

Time to rest the tether.

Time to begin a new day.

I would say I’m eager to see what awaits me, but the truth is, I know it’s already happened.

For my reality is both forward and backward with motion, outside of the forced linear line of time.

I exist in a volume.

I have become a "bubble."

Or better put, a Tri-Polar Singularity.

A new form, away from the flat plane I used to exist within.

I lost my mind, tethered to time.

Now it’s free to roam, in both time and space.

I miss you.

All of you.